the confession...

Dear Lord,

Here's my confession... Here's my struggle... I was the "good" one. I tried very hard encouraging him develop a relationship with You and I tried so hard to be the wife you called me to be and still You allowed him to betray me like that with her.

I want to make sense of it all. I want to understand why You allowed me to be kicked publicly by the person I most treasure in this world while I was down and reaching for You.

I understand You are God. I know You've done SO much for me. I'm sure I sound arrogant. I just need to work through this with You. I want my relationship with You to be restored. I hope You'll help me. I'm kind of counting on it...